#like whoa .. that was really nice
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idk why i'm so moody these days but i find my despair funny
aka my average day as of now
#1. impulsive silly thoughts#2. STOP FORGETTING TO EAT!!!!!!!!!!!!1 please :3 (note for myself me myself and i)#3. i get sad 🥱#4. tired#(tumblr deleted half of my tags. isnt that nice though you wont have to listen to my essay of vents nobody wanted to hear that)#vent art#wrylu#lu's canvas#negative thoughts below :) have some flowers 💐#sometimes i feel like i should get up more and spend time with my family i miss how it used to be#but you know what i suck and im practically glued to my chair and im lazy like if i was one of the 7 deadly sins i would be sloth#im surprised im not dead yet#this is purely for myself to speak my poor mind#no i actually hate this#i wanna die#i wish i was dead#not really#but still#i wish time just stopped so i can re evaluate my life#and whoa damn dysphoria makes an appearance ever#i wish i had a schlong (funny)#this is awful#sometimes i feel manipulative like i switch my emotions and personalities so hard#am i manipulating you guys??#i feel like im being sad for attention#ugh i hate that the internet is my comfort#thats bad isnt it#i feel like an attention seeker#why am i even writing this 🥱🥱#i cant wait to fall asleep forever
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We fucking hate NYC I met a very nice young woman who told me my $6 liquor store soju wasn’t the same quality as the one she paid $20 for at the bar and I was like you’re right because liquor store soju was actually flavored vs the plain soju she had
#she did say she’d check it out next time she was in Jersey tho I wish her all the best in the world she was so nice#and it was jinro like girl this is literally so available at any liquor story oh my god#I was too busy pretending to kiss the feet of a different girl who said I was too soft for NYC to really sell the point home tho#she said you talk like someone who wants to be taken advantage of and I was like um yes and no#I said ma’am please teach me your ways and then leaned into my friend and said maybe too loudly “oh my god I don’t like this girl”#and then she went home with the most generic white dude ever like whoa#who knew freedom would be so basally genetic and easy to obtain
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"normal people scare me" but not as a hot topic sense of distain but as in "I'm nervous I keep doing inconsiderate strange or incompetent things and not realizing it around this clearly rather neurotypical person who might struggle to understand why and what the fuck I might be thinking and they're getting mad at me"
#never really been a cynical person just kinda wounded dog core#im surrounded by so many adhd and austistic friends and family its my normal#then outside that circle with like my brothers inlaws its like WHOA#nice person but they seem like theyre trying very hard to be patient with me :[ feels bad
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Russell T Davies: *talks about the bigeneration and the "Doctorverse"*
Me:
#Doctor Who#RTD si è bevuto il cervello#Disneyfication of DW is official guys this is not a drill#The Whoniverse thing should have been enough of a confirmation I guess...#Bigeneration#I really can't express how much this is a stupid concept#And it affected other Doctors too???#So we can have a nice reunion with the classic Doctors ''cgi faces on random actors'' thing????#Like Luke Skywalker??? WHOA#I HATE IT!!!!#I guess this is me out... It's too painful to see it become some generic quirky tv show...#the giggle#doctor who spoilers#14th doctor#fourteenth doctor#15th doctor#fifteenth doctor
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(Logically Jimie would sound like me, since he is a self insert character, but I don't want to inflict that on the poor guy, so I'm choosing to say that his voice (his singing voice at least) sounds like this. (Mind you, this is incredibly self indulgent, because I would kill - not literally - to sound like Dallon Weekes. Guy's voice is infuriatingly pretty.))
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#ooc post#voice claim?#is that what this is?#that's the right phrase right#jimie is a self insert except for the shit that really bothers me about myself so i give him nice voice :)#actually my voice doesn't always sound terrible it's just shit right now because i'm on t and it's kind of in the-#-caterpillar mush stage of the caterpillar to butterfly transformation lmao#at least that's what i'm hoping lmao#hoping it lowers to an adequate point and then evens out so i can like. learn to sing and not sound like a muppet#oversharing on the internet again! my favorite#anyway yeah#farmboy-jimie-stardew#Youtube#whoa hey did it automatically tag youtube??? i didn't think i put that there
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I know nothing about CoD but whenever I see you reblog a bunch of stuff from it, I might have a little look since i'm like "hmmm yes, Ri is a connoisseur of fine smut"
Hey anon this is so fucking nice like wow
#im so serious when i say im extremely flattered like whoa#was a little embarrassed but like this is a really nice compliment#rianswers#anonymous
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I really… love it here. Everyone’s so chill. Everyone respects each other’s opinions. Headcanons, ships, interpretations… whatever. Nobody cares. Do what you want. It’s fun. People will reblog shit about death note they don’t even really agree with because it’s all fun. It’s all goofy and good. It’s all interesting and fun to consider even when it’s not your personal cup of tea. Nobody pulls any dumb moralizing bullshit. Nobody gets in stupid fights over ships or interpretations. I know I’m a relatively new DN fan and I’ve probably missed a lot of fandom drama. But it’s just… nice. Everyone in this corner of tumblr just truly loves to dunk on these goofy little dipshits. Nobody cares who you ship. Nobody cares what you focus on or gives you shit for what you like or value most about the story. Because it’s a story about murder. It’s a story about a fucked up guy and and another, differently fucked up guy and a fucked up girly and a couple surprisingly normal death gods. It’s serious it’s hilarious it’s weird it’s really good and it’s also not all that good and it’s absolutely ridiculous and stupid. And everyone is really nice. We’re having fun. I like you guys. I like it here. :)!!
#death note#i say this because I was basically driven out of the ATLA fandom#(not actively I just got fucking tired of it)#because everyone was sooooo at each other’s throats the whole time#the ship wars were insane#and there was so much discourse and weird dumb righteousness#and I just got exhausted#a lot of people were really mean and weird#(of course there were plenty of lovely people too! but just too many weirdos in the end)#and then… I found the howl’s moving castle fandom#(book series)#and I was like whoa… this is soooooo nice#it was like ‘oh. this is how it should feel’#and I thought ‘it’s just because it’s a small/lesser known fandom’#but then I got into the death note community. and it was like ‘hmmm. maybe ATLA just has a shitty fanbase’ lmao#anyway. i love chill fandoms#thank u DN tumblr communityyyyyy I love u all<3
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#me irl#digital art#life update#personal updates#sexuality#lgbtq+#bisexual#pansexual#whoa what just happened#its like something changed within me at 12am#maybe... i DO have preferences#this is actually quite a nice change of pace#idk if this makes sense#but im really happy rn#like huh#ive figured something out about myself#even if it might change in the future or something#im happy with it now#comfy's doodles
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12 & 37 if they haven't been asked already :]
12. Are there any tropes you used to dislike but have grown on you?
not really i've only become more of a hater over the years askjdjka
ig i've become more okay with having characters who are terrible parents without just brushing them off as 'irredeemable' but that's not a trope is it
37. Promote one of your own “deep cut” fics (an underrated one, or one that never got as much traction as you think it deserves!). What do you like about it?
i'd say my newest one but it's only existed for like a week so i don't think it can count yet lmao. should be a bit more patient
but generally I'm pretty happy with the attention my fics get...? the fic i'd say i'm currently happiest with is this one gbf fic (...from 2021... yeah...) and by numbers it's one of my lesser popular ones ig but it got some really nice comments so i was rly happy
then realized i don't really care about numbers just that... something I wrote actually reaches someone
ppl who leave super long comments on fics are truly the backbone of our society o7 but any comment rly... it means someone actually liked what you wrote to spend some time on that... ? the best feeling is when you have lines/scenes you think are really impactful while writing and then someone actually notices that in particular it's like (sicko voice) yesssss
...speaking of i have some fics i should go back and leave comments on lol...
ask me fic questions
#ask#whoa lots of asks this time nice#tho on comments i think fic writers get a bit weird talking about them#i don't think ppl should be obligated to leave comments...#else that kinda defeats the point#just know ppl really appreciate them#well for that that's why i reply to all the ones i get generally... i don't like saying something if it feels like no one will see it...
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will the Blacks make an appearance in finding common cause?
If any of them do, it would be in Life with You, and probably just Rhaenyra. Simply for the shits and giggles.
Maybe rhaenyra blowing into King’s landing to see her new nephew or maybe while myrah is pregnant with him
#fcc asks#hmmm it might be nice having work through some trauma (on Aemond’s part) as a new parent#like I think Aemond (and his siblings) always knew how shitty THAT night was in terms of how Alicent and him were treated#but I think having a kid of his own now would really put into perspective like whoa… he really didn’t care about us#I think having Rhaenyra around would probably compound that
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also given that the logic of said superiority authoriority is an entitlement to deny someone's personhood & use them as an object for your purposes, from obviously getting to direct what they must do & can't do, to enjoying whatever gratification from lashing out / demeaning which is also going to serve as an affirming exercise in authority when one can do that from an insulated elevated place....a crucial part of whatever form of this violence, from the most nanoscopic triangle in the sierpiński triangle pyramid scheme hierarchy, to the hypothetical largest (zoom in or out to whatever degree: the same shit also), being that indeed the superior parties need the deserved insulation from any Consequence to exerting their superior status, including indeed from having to witness the consequences For the "inferior" parties, such as whatever externalizations of suffering they recognize as such, which either (a) need to be put away (b) are manipulative performances or otherwise exaggerated (e.g. being a pussy / not even having the sense to realize how little suffering they're Really experiencing) or (c) can be fun to witness if you decide you enjoy that as an affirmation of power as per your ability to completely detach from any avoidance of causing pain, harming for its own sake, b/c you Can
all which is to frame how Interesting it is that after all those moments of going "well, they keep bothering with reaction shots of winston noticeably feeling hurt & expressing it, sometimes also verbally. it's like it could be setting up something" it set up Nothing; while once again just like has been done dozens of times a scene just Ends on winston being rejected &/or hurt, no resolution then, no resolution ever, and in the case of 7x03 was so significant an attack that just like in 4x11 when mafee gets to take out his own Loyalty Insecurity on winston while everyone else hangs around in tacit to overt approval, everyone just leaves the room & we get winston staying behind in the Most distant position aaand scene's over! thread's over! david levien get back here after you Liked that 4x12 livetweet of mine pointing out "so see & winston was right anyways??" like....that is: we are given the Perspective of someone who is also now Leaving winston behind, thus immune to the consequences of however that treatment could actually affect him or how he might struggle to deal with that now (who cares! the answer is: Alone) like Whatever, next time we see him he's completely fine now. and i'm just so happening to think that all the little moments of getting to see winston wither & withdraw & etc in reaction to being shitted on was also us being granted the perspective of Gratification that he's punished for speaking or existing or whatever, without it ever going anywhere or mattering beyond that instant. we too are the ones who surely get to relentlessly bully the autistic person & damn if we don't at least enjoy someone getting to go off the rails restoring their ego by doing absolutely whatever they want to him, which just so happens to be perfectly aligned with getting him Back In Line. pull yourself together winston! the only consequences you're experiencing we wanna deal with are the ones where you give us the algorithm we decided we want, actually. and now let's look across the rest of the season where the consequences for wags for being this way (or anyone else for standing by, ready to benefit, with philip bafflingly declaring as well how actually it was brutal in a good way) is approximately fuckall even as of course nobody's pretending he's one of the personal growth guys out here: rian is though, and didn't have to "grow" out of abusing winston or thinking that was fine & good or that of course she's inherently superior! and in the end we have more affection and interest for the Epic Asshole than their Cringe Targets
#yeah once again really appreciate being given the Rewards of that Fantasy of pwning these losers#we get to Glimpse winston going :/ :( b/c that's how we know he was aptly punished for trying to act like he's a fellow person#when we're grabbing his head forcing him back into place in a bigger way it's more important we then dust our hands off & Leave#winston leaving May be that eventual acknowledgment of consequence for w/e scraps of sympathy (pity) billions has for him#but it's made into an episode abt wags w/marked Little care for winston's role & once again Just A Fun Power Trip! for us viewers too!#thoughts amped up from the harmonic resonance of a more zoomed out triangle in the self similar fractal of pyramid scheme hierarchy....#the inferior may be beset w/mass death & violence but um my nice dinner out please?? same No Consequences For The Superior logics#prince shits on winston ep 1? cool! we're giving him a chance. shits on rian ep 12? whoa! whadda hell blunosaur....hang on a minute....#winston billions#how gracious to align us as viewers with the people comfortably shitting on those Beneath Them for kicks & status#and ''pitying'' the Inferior parties doesn't disrupt your superiority so don't worry about that#rian talking to winston like a dog & pitching right in for hurting him via ''he wasn't ever worth listening to But here ya go'' as Pity....#taylor moved away from their being willing to hire him; listen to him; even At All step in even a Tiny bit to insulate him....#towards wanting to forever ignore him & express contempt & tell rian the pitying is Too Much & be right there w/wags in 7x03...?#guess that was just like ''well they can't possibly have an arc of keeping up Any supportiveness / basic recognition of this loser''#but they also don't have to interact w/their own willingness to Insistence on being awful to him either#wasn't even the consequence of [once again we need his epic output...but have treated him like shit?] nah just took it from him :)#anyways; riled. riling times#sure having plenty of firsthand experience with a Refusal to accept like responsibility of produced suffering#there's plenty of room for distress; particularly if translated into irritation/anger; as dismissable to ''haha funny. now anyways''#then there's the option of Resenting whatever evident pain. you can't Tyrannically impose that consequence on Me!!! why i oughta#see also the tyranny of winston Speaking (demanding listening) Being Present (demanding navigation of that) having wants; feelings (NO)....#or you're at more of a loss? you ofc simply get to literally/figuratively walk away :) turning away from winston. ending the scene. shrug#anyways winston is inherently an Other who just so happens to deserve to be Our punching bag & inferior in life yippee wahoo#and by ''just so happens'' we mean clearly Deserves it based on nothing abt what Consequences his actions do or don't have lol lmao#his deserving this inferiority is something more Inherent about him okay lol lmao XD a sentiment unchallenged all 5 seasons he's here#how fun every time rian starts talking to winston with insults & punishment Prompted by his audacity in existing loserishly#what a rollicking episode as wags decides he'll prove his superiority over someone today & everyone claps as he assaults winston. nice!#it was so essential b/c now we can Take his coding w/o having to interact w/him (save 1 meeting just w/sacker!) cool!!! good!!!#lord even knows Where Do I Start Where Do I End It well anywhere & nowhere always & never. the lil topic of ableism & abuse
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wow this lesbian comic is... just not funny at all
#like. it's not very nice in tone and it's WEIRD#it's kind of a dudebro flavored joke but that's not actually what bothers me about it - the specific punchline does#havent seen a piece of lgbt content in a while to which my reaction was so strongly Whoa! I Hate This!#but seriously. Whoa! I Really Fucking Hate This!#self#anyway small chested ppl & ppl with top surgery & ppl with mastectomies you are safe with me. i like u better anyway#im sincerely debating whether to reblog this thing and say ''this is kind of weird and shitty''
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Cannot handle your pretty face or your pretty pierced tummy 😫🥰🥰🥰
Welllll . . . I cannot handle how nice you are! ♡
‘Cause honestly I couldn’t even figure out what to say at first!
:”)
You’re so silly, my friend! Yet still very sweet. ♡
I appreciate you saying this, and for liking my outfit today. c:
So would you like a hug?? (Or two? Three??) ♡
You took the time to say something nice I mean, and that’s pretty amazing! (So few people choose to say nice things in this world I mean — so it is to me at least!)
Thank you so much for brightening my day! I’m wishing lots of love, happiness, and wonderful things for you in return. ♡
Stay safe, and take care, sweet anon ~ ! XOXO
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#<3#ask#i’m always so taken aback XD#like whoa .. that was really nice ?? :’)#kindness is never taken for granted by me c:#thank you my friend ! <3#this made me smile ! <3#and you are a gem !#i wish you lots of love and happy moments today ! <3#take care and all the best to you ~ !#xo ! <3#⋆ ˚。⋆୨୧ ⋆ ♡
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the power of a hot bath in winter time is just so unreal..ill be in the throes of despair and then i have a crazy hot bath and suddenly im zenned out of my gd mind for the rest of the night
#like whoa luv...this is some crazy shit#i got some really nice salts this week and just whewwww#h.txt
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Me: *pouring white cheddar popcorn into a to go bag*
My autistic coworker: *approaching me* I have a high suspicion you're autistic and here's why
#it's actually really nice to be told that by him??? like whoa my dude. thanks#my text#anyways that popcorn is so fire
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soul·mate ˈsōl-ˌmāt. variants or soul mate. plural soulmates or soul mates. : a person who is perfectly suited to another in temperament. : a person who strongly resembles another in attitudes or beliefs.
#davina and josh being platonic soulmates as;ldkfj#✨ ′ suddenly forever feels like a really long time ⦗ aesthetic ⦘#✨ ′ whoa–– wait we're breaking up ⦗ dynamic ⦘#✨ ′ it's kinda nice talking to someone normal ⦗ davina claire ⦘#✨ ′ pinky promise ⦗ dynamic; josh and davina ⦘#✨ ′ i'm a gay club kid who died and came back as a vampire ⦗ vanity ⦘
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